Organics question?have to read?

this might sound weird but i eat an absurd amount of fruit. my parents buy a lot of it for me at costco. i used to only get pineapple, melons, papaya, etc, stuff that i didnt mind eating non-organic. but lately have been getting berries, figs, etc. which are not organic, but obviously thats worse cause these dont have a thick peel to protect the fruit. my question is, is it better to eat things like berries non organic then to eat them not at all, or to not eat them cause conventional berries are worse then no berries? hope this makes sense